Unemployed...

K so seriously... the economy sucks right now! No one is hiring, and I'm unemployed, and it's so hard not having a job! First, because Brenden feels like all the weight is on his shoulders, and so it stresses him out! And I feel like it's my fault because I'm the one without a job! I'm trying to find a job, but no one is hiring. We're just lucky that we have somewhere to live and food to eat. It makes me think about all the people that lost not only their jobs but their vehicles, their houses.... Even family members because they thought the only way to solve all the problems was to take their own life! I have to admit, things could be worse for me and I'm glad that they're not, but it still makes me feel bad for the people that it is worse for! They can't do anything to help it, because there's no jobs available right now, so they can't get another job..... It's just sad! I just hope that things start working out for this world, because if they don't, it's just going to turn into a bigger mess! I can't stand sitting at home doing nothing, knowing that Brenden is working, getting money for us, and I'm sitting at home.... not earning anything. Yeah I cook, I clean... but it gets old! I'm bored.... I'm stressed.... I wanna go to work!!! I'm just going insane! I know things will get better though, it's just time consuming, and very very stressful!

Figured I'd Better Get Caught Up!!! :)

This is Brenden and I on New Years 2008. We had a huge party with the family and friends and it was a bunch of fun! It was fun to hang out with the whole family there, and hang out with friends and not have to worry about the everyday problems that everyone has been worrying about lately, with the way the economy is right now! It's great to have Brenden there, to spend my time with, and share everything with. He's always there for me, and always knows how to cheer anyone up! We have been through a lot in the past year, but nothing that we haven't been able to fix. We are finally starting to make things work out the way that we want them to, and yeah we've had problems along the way, but it's made things turn out even better. It's made us realize that even though sometimes things don't work out the way you want them to.... You still have eachother to turn to.... and they'll always be there! :)