Unemployed...

K so seriously... the economy sucks right now! No one is hiring, and I'm unemployed, and it's so hard not having a job! First, because Brenden feels like all the weight is on his shoulders, and so it stresses him out! And I feel like it's my fault because I'm the one without a job! I'm trying to find a job, but no one is hiring. We're just lucky that we have somewhere to live and food to eat. It makes me think about all the people that lost not only their jobs but their vehicles, their houses.... Even family members because they thought the only way to solve all the problems was to take their own life! I have to admit, things could be worse for me and I'm glad that they're not, but it still makes me feel bad for the people that it is worse for! They can't do anything to help it, because there's no jobs available right now, so they can't get another job..... It's just sad! I just hope that things start working out for this world, because if they don't, it's just going to turn into a bigger mess! I can't stand sitting at home doing nothing, knowing that Brenden is working, getting money for us, and I'm sitting at home.... not earning anything. Yeah I cook, I clean... but it gets old! I'm bored.... I'm stressed.... I wanna go to work!!! I'm just going insane! I know things will get better though, it's just time consuming, and very very stressful!